♥ Im Winning ♥

I can remember countless situations and countless days when I wanted to give up. Not because Im a quitter or because Im lazy.. Well maybe me being semi-lazy does have something to do with it. Honestly, the main reason why I feel this way at times is because I always try to take on too much. I have a full load; 40 work hours and 15 credit hours at school, keeping my house neat and tidy, making sure that myself and others around me are taken care of among other things. It can be very overwhelming at times especially when something goes unplanned. Even through all the negativity, people telling me that I won't make it, people using the fact that Im gay to upset or question my authority, I still smile. Sometimes its hard to hold your head high when there are so many negative people and negative things around. God has blessed me with wisdom to use this negativity as my motivation. I have worked so hard to achieve the things that I have achieved within this last year. I have my own place, my own car, nice job, a supportive sister and a loveable girlfriend. Im blessed by the best and because of that IM WINNING.! ♥