:) Living :)

What if this life, is ALL that we are given? We just cant stop living, scared of what you'll see. Cause in this world anything can hurt you, push you and forget you. This is the hook of a Jennifer Hudson song that I fell in love with after hearing her sing it while streaming live. The name of the song is I Remember Me. The reason I fell in love after hearing this song for the first time was because she was able to put MY own thoughts into words. She talks about the person she was before and the person she is now... how she was changed by pain and forgetting to remember herself. I have lost myself somewhere along the way and Im learning to pick up the pieces. When I say I lost myself, I mean that I forgot to remember ME. I havent put myself or my happiness in front for a while now. The funny thing is, when you are use to putting yourself last you find yourself doing it without consideration. I've learned from my myself and I know that in this life YOU are the ONLY person that you need to worry about. Everyone else around you that depend on you will eventually find their place in life or fall behind. In any situation, whether the people you help live lavish life styles or parish will be totally left up to them. I am only willing to help those that I see are more than willing to help themselves.. and at this point in my life I am surrounded with individuals that are not ready to help themselves. SO, from here on out, its just God and I. Living.